Wednesday, 25 November 2009

this is how sad i am.






Hey, guys. Did you miss me? Probably not, haha. I blog elsewhere now, but I felt like typing some shizz up in here... just for something to do. I really am bored right now. Going to log into School of Magic though (Y) It's a bit sad how far into the game I am tbh :$ I mean, level 46 on two accounts... Yeah, that's slightly pathetic. I have nothing better to do though, haha.

*Gives up writing anything more* (There's only so much you can blog in one day). If you want me that badly then Facebook message me :)

Thursday, 24 September 2009

I need for fucking Mana. Someone give it to me (Y) Do it now. The least you could do is join my house on Facebook ^_^ So I can thrash those mother fuckers and buy a FUCKING CAT FOR LIKE 4 MILLION GOLD. I NEED MORE INCOME BECAUSE I CAN'T GET ANY FUCKING MANA D: Ohh nooooooes I have to wait 42 more seconds (N)

Ouchies I have really bad stomach pains again.
I feel really sick again. My body seems to want to reject what I've just eaten (Y) Another thing to contribute to my already shitty mood. I'm not going to school tomorrow. Fuck 'em. I'll make it a 10 day weekend (Y) I'm not even enjoying myself at home. I lay in bed all day because that's the only way that I feel less sick.
Hmm... here's the blog post that I promised Dan. Well, I didn't promise him anything. I did say that I'd try to get one done though (Y) I didn't think that anybody missed reading about the tales of my life tbh, but apparently they do :O I have to admit that I've been blogging elsewhere about stuff that I don't want everyone to read... so... yeah... :/ I'll still try to update on here every so often though. It'll give me something to do when I feel bored (Y)

Where shall I start? Ah, yes. I'm rather enjoying not being at school :/ If I'm completely honest, I hate it there. Dad says that I have to go back on Monday (N) I understand that I can't keep having days off, but I feel so awful when I have to be at school and I can't concentrate on anything :/ Therefore, I learn nothing. It just feels like a complete waste of my time. I don't see why I should have to put myself through unnecessary pain and torture just to sit in some place that I don't even want to be in. I'm not joking, I suffer for every moment that I'm there. I don't even feel well enough to talk to my friends :( It's horrible. That's why I'm much better off at home. Also, I'm still feeling too sick to do anything (N) Hell, I can't even walk properly. My life is a bit shitty atm (N)

I've been to Cambridge today. Hurrah. Well, it's not really "hurrah" because I only went to the clinic o.O It was quite a positive experience tbh, even if I had to talk about some really difficult issues :/ I left the building with a smile on my face anyway. For the first time ever I actually believed that I was going to get better (Y) I'm going to continue going to those sessions because I feel like they may help me, but I'm not so sure about the medication yet. It's completely up to me as to whether I want to take it or not :/ I feel as if it's in my best interest to, but those who know me well will understand how much I hate medicine/pills. The good news is that they'd give me the smallest dosage, which comes in a liquid form (Y) That's one good thing at least because I sure as hell ain't swallowing no pills. The only thing that I'm concerned about now is the fact that I'd have to take it first thing in the morning :/ I'm not sure if I'm going to have the strength to though because I feel so ill. I can't even drink water tbh o.O

On a less depressing note... (bad pun intended)

I've gotten myself into Emma's Animal Crossing game. It's all I've been doing for the past few days tbh :/ I'm not sure if that's a good thing or a bad thing, but it certainly takes my mind off everything for a little while (Y) Hmm... I spend my days catching fictional migratory locusts to sell so that I can pay off my pretend mortgage :$ At least I'm enjoying it though... Well, I think I'm enjoying it.

I actually feel exhausted atm (N) The afternoons are when I feel the most tired, even if I feel tired pretty much all day *rolls eyes*

I did plan to meet up with Tom after school today, but I turned him down... yet again (N) I can't help not feeling well tbh :/ At least we have the weekend to look forward to (L) I'm determined to get out then. I might just go insane otherwise D: I'm pretty sure none of you would enjoy that. I'm already a nutter as it is :L

Aww at Jack e-mailing me from school ^_^ Even if he's not saying that much lol. At least someone cares.

I hope that satisfied those of you who missed my updates o.O Sorry that it wasn't particularly interesting. I haven't done anything with my life in the last 2 months.

Monday, 21 September 2009

Anybody that was in my group for science needs to see Mr. Malpass tomorrow at lunch time. I think that's just Emma, Jazz and Rissa, although Kathryn is going to sort some stuff out too. He wants to talk through our results because they're a bit shitty. Oh, and he says that some of the graphs haven't been done right. He also wants you to try to bring your coursework to him if you haven't already.