cambridge

I have a terrible headache right now and should probably keep away from the computer, but I have nothing better to do otherwise. I went to Cambridge today with my dad. I bought three DVD's (can't remember which ones!), Professor Layton and the Curious Village for Nintendo DS, some really awesome purple Converses which were expensive, X-Files season 9 and I think that's it. We had KFC for lunch (nice and healthy) and a Chinese takeaway for dinner (again, nice and healthy). OMFG I saw Mr. Wright walking around the Cambridge market!! xD He was wearing this really gay little backpack and I didn't recognise him at first. Luckily he didn't see me, otherwise he might've started going on about science LOL! My eyes are stinging again I'm having to squint just so I can see the computer screen without my eyes being in too much discomfort. Yuck, yuck, yuck when I was in one of the game shops I was standing next to this rough looking bloke and he absolutely reeked of piss and booze. I saw him several times around town. He was pissed and couldn't ride his bike properly and then he went and bought some more Special Brew LOL! Tramps always buy that because it's got a higher percentage of alcohol in it. Therefore, they get pissed a lott quicker. Oh, and no, I DO NOT WANT YOUR FUCKING BIG ISSUE! I hate it when those wankers try to sell me that. If I wanted to buy it then I would. Shouting 'Big Issue?' at me will not make me want to purchase one. Bloody retards. I know they're desperate, but they could at least smile when they do it. THEY SELL STRAWBERRY RIBENA IN BOTTLES NOW! Eeeeeeeeek! I love that stuff. xD Agressive pasties anyone? LMFAO!

good day for once!

Me and George are still friends! Woooooooo! xD He bit me! Wade licked my hand and then grabbed my arm and kept biting it! :-O Loooooool! We went to G's today for a business trip. The bus jounery was horrible although it was only 15 minutes long. They tried to make us eat beetroot and it smelt like fucking shite. *Gags*

Hopefully I'm gonna start to go to after school maths sessions again with Mrs. Grant! xD I might actually learn some maths because Mr. Chilton is a failure. I need 'special' learning for maths because I just don't get anything. Also, I've done 5 pieces of business coursework in 2 days! I finished making improvements to my English essay too. Everything's going right for once!!

argument

Today's going to be an interesting day considering me and George had an argument last night. I couldn't even call it a 'heated discussion' because nothing was being discussed exactly. Basically it was just him attacking me and then me agreeing with him. Everything he said was true, so why deny it? What do you say to someone when you're fucked up in the head? There's nothing that you can say because no one would understand.

gay essay and crisps

Well, today was the first day back at school since the holiday and it sucked. I've just spent an hour and a half trying to work on my English Essay about Journey's End, which I have already handed in. I only got a B grade on it, so she gave it back to me and told me to expand my answers into more depth. I've only written 1582 words so far, but I have until Thursday to complete it. I tried really hard on it the first time, but I still didn't maange to achieve my target grade. Nothing is ever good enough for anyone. I'm fed up of having all my work thrown back into my face, especially when so much effort goes into it. Why can't people just accept that I'm not as intelligent as they think? Just because I did well in the SAT's doesn't mean that I'm super intelligent. It just means that I got lucky and I had good teachers for maths, science and English. I can't say that I tried hard last year because I didn't. Somehow I managed to walk out with three level 7's. The only reason I did well in English is because I had Mr. Cobley and he was awesome. Then he buggered off to some other school. I wish I still had him. He's so much better than Mrs. Lacey I think. Well, he just had a different teaching style, I wouldn't necessarily say that he was better.

I'm talking to Kirsty at the moment on MSN, although I have a feeling that I'm going to have to go for dinner at 5pm. I have dinner really early because I practically have no lunch. I have crisps at lunch and that's it. They're not healthy, they're not filling and they're fast release energy so they leave me feeling tired. If I don't have them then I get snappy at people and I can't concentrate. I'm basically addicted to them, which is not a good thing, but I enjoy eating them. They're quite comforting really.

singapore

Why is it that everybody on Blogger is from Singapore? Obviously not everybody, but quite a lot of people. It gets pretty boring when you're looking through profiles because it's all you ever see. It's pretty annoying because I'd like to find out about other parts of the world too, not just Singapore. Well, this was a pointless blog. A waste of my time really.

no title for this

I'm feeling really bored at the moment so I thought that I'd make a blog of complete nothingness. I haven't really got anything to say right now, but hopefully if I just keep going on about random crap then I will be able to kill some time and come up with stuff to talk about. I don't expect that anything will link together, or be related at all for that matter, but it's not as if anyone reads this anyway. I rarely ever get any comments, so I guess that I'm just writing this because I can and I'm bored.

I'm feeling a little bit tired at the moment, although I'm hoping that my energy drink will keep me going for a little while longer. I need another boost of energy. I rely on sugar to do this for me. I only got abour 4 hours sleep last night, and not much the night before so in theory I should be feeling exhausted. I must admit that my eyes are stinging a little, but that's nothing unusual. My eyes are always stinging for some reason. I find that it's worse wherever I go out anywhere. They're fine to start with, and after about an hour or so they start burning in my eye sockets.

That reminds me, I got a letter in the post a couple of days ago from the doctors. It says that I need to book an appointment to get my booster jabs from diptheria, polio and tetnus. I'm absolutely dreading it to be honest. Most people tell me that I'm being silly about it. Perhaps I am, but I seem to have this developing fear of hospitals. They make me feel quite frightened to be honest. I could never let the doctors put needles and tubes into my veins. I'd probably have a breakdown if they ever had to do that to me. It would really upset me and I think I'd quite possibly be a little traumatized over it. They really do make me feel terrible in my head. The sense of panic that I get makes me act funny. It's not a nice feeling at all. A feeling that I'd like to stay away from.

I'm going to have to upstairs into my bedroom in a minute because no doubt my parents will want to go to bed. Dad's sleeping downstairs at the moment because his room is damp. My room is damp too, and it often causes a lot of problems for me. The mould spores get into my lungs and give me horrible chest infections. It's fine in the summer, but in winter it gets really bad. I read somewhere that mould was linked to depression. Sometimes I wonder if I suffer from depression. Maybe I'm exaggerating, but a lot of the time I don't feel very happy. Being all crazy and weird is just a way for me to mask my true feelings. I don't want to let people see me when I'm feeling depressed. I guess I do a good job because a lot of people don't even realise that I get into that state.

I'm starting to get a bit of a headache, but I'm determined to carry on blogging. If not I will end up going to bed and just laying there thinking. Being asleep is my favourite place to be, but the time before that is horrible. All I ever seem to do is think about things. I just want to turn my brain off for a little while and relax. That's exactly the reason why I'vee made sure that I'm not doing anything tomorrow. I'm just going to have a lazy day at home before school. I haven't done any of my homework, but that's not a problem really. It's only a couple of essays for Mr. Malpass. He never bothers to mark them anyway.

I'm going to hate the first Tuesday back. I have French first thing, which I enjoy, but George is getting moved down a class so I will be lonely and sad. I'll have no one to talk to at all. I've missed George quite a lot this holiday actually. More than I thought I would. Anyway, I also have PE that day, which is not going to be very fun at all. I also have to cook a fish meal last lesson. I'm going to do fish cakes and salad. I always get really stressed out when I'm cooking at school (not that I ever cook at home) and I hate having to clean up everybody elses' mess. It's not my job to do.

I'm absolutely bursting for a pee right now, but I really can't be bothered to get up of the settee. I have to brush my teeth too and get changed into my pyjamas. Thinking about it, tonight Big Fluff and my pyjamas will smell of cigarettes. Nevermind.

Oh what a surprise, I'm not allowed to take this upstairs. My dad is a fucking knobhead.

sleepover!

I slept round Emma's last night. Tilly, Rissa and Jazz went. We all spazzed about and played on Guitar Hero and Mario Dancemat etc. =D It was fun! The Mighty Boosh is a pile of shite, but it was OK! Haaaaa Harry Potter and The Cupboard of Ponies! ;-) I went up town with Jack today. Emma turned up and then went straight home because she felt ill. :-( It was pretty boring towards the end. We had absolutely nothing to do. :-( LMAO! "It is your birthday. You will celebrate, or you will be exterminated!" WTF? Hahahahahaha! I had such a fucking spaz in WHSmith today. I'm surprised I didn't get chucked out to be honest!