cambridge

I have a terrible headache right now and should probably keep away from the computer, but I have nothing better to do otherwise. I went to Cambridge today with my dad. I bought three DVD's (can't remember which ones!), Professor Layton and the Curious Village for Nintendo DS, some really awesome purple Converses which were expensive, X-Files season 9 and I think that's it. We had KFC for lunch (nice and healthy) and a Chinese takeaway for dinner (again, nice and healthy). OMFG I saw Mr. Wright walking around the Cambridge market!! xD He was wearing this really gay little backpack and I didn't recognise him at first. Luckily he didn't see me, otherwise he might've started going on about science LOL! My eyes are stinging again I'm having to squint just so I can see the computer screen without my eyes being in too much discomfort. Yuck, yuck, yuck when I was in one of the game shops I was standing next to this rough looking bloke and he absolutely reeked of piss and booze. I saw him several times around town. He was pissed and couldn't ride his bike properly and then he went and bought some more Special Brew LOL! Tramps always buy that because it's got a higher percentage of alcohol in it. Therefore, they get pissed a lott quicker. Oh, and no, I DO NOT WANT YOUR FUCKING BIG ISSUE! I hate it when those wankers try to sell me that. If I wanted to buy it then I would. Shouting 'Big Issue?' at me will not make me want to purchase one. Bloody retards. I know they're desperate, but they could at least smile when they do it. THEY SELL STRAWBERRY RIBENA IN BOTTLES NOW! Eeeeeeeeek! I love that stuff. xD Agressive pasties anyone? LMFAO!

good day for once!

Me and George are still friends! Woooooooo! xD He bit me! Wade licked my hand and then grabbed my arm and kept biting it! :-O Loooooool! We went to G's today for a business trip. The bus jounery was horrible although it was only 15 minutes long. They tried to make us eat beetroot and it smelt like fucking shite. *Gags*

Hopefully I'm gonna start to go to after school maths sessions again with Mrs. Grant! xD I might actually learn some maths because Mr. Chilton is a failure. I need 'special' learning for maths because I just don't get anything. Also, I've done 5 pieces of business coursework in 2 days! I finished making improvements to my English essay too. Everything's going right for once!!

argument

Today's going to be an interesting day considering me and George had an argument last night. I couldn't even call it a 'heated discussion' because nothing was being discussed exactly. Basically it was just him attacking me and then me agreeing with him. Everything he said was true, so why deny it? What do you say to someone when you're fucked up in the head? There's nothing that you can say because no one would understand.

gay essay and crisps

Well, today was the first day back at school since the holiday and it sucked. I've just spent an hour and a half trying to work on my English Essay about Journey's End, which I have already handed in. I only got a B grade on it, so she gave it back to me and told me to expand my answers into more depth. I've only written 1582 words so far, but I have until Thursday to complete it. I tried really hard on it the first time, but I still didn't maange to achieve my target grade. Nothing is ever good enough for anyone. I'm fed up of having all my work thrown back into my face, especially when so much effort goes into it. Why can't people just accept that I'm not as intelligent as they think? Just because I did well in the SAT's doesn't mean that I'm super intelligent. It just means that I got lucky and I had good teachers for maths, science and English. I can't say that I tried hard last year because I didn't. Somehow I managed to walk out with three level 7's. The only reason I did well in English is because I had Mr. Cobley and he was awesome. Then he buggered off to some other school. I wish I still had him. He's so much better than Mrs. Lacey I think. Well, he just had a different teaching style, I wouldn't necessarily say that he was better.

I'm talking to Kirsty at the moment on MSN, although I have a feeling that I'm going to have to go for dinner at 5pm. I have dinner really early because I practically have no lunch. I have crisps at lunch and that's it. They're not healthy, they're not filling and they're fast release energy so they leave me feeling tired. If I don't have them then I get snappy at people and I can't concentrate. I'm basically addicted to them, which is not a good thing, but I enjoy eating them. They're quite comforting really.

singapore

Why is it that everybody on Blogger is from Singapore? Obviously not everybody, but quite a lot of people. It gets pretty boring when you're looking through profiles because it's all you ever see. It's pretty annoying because I'd like to find out about other parts of the world too, not just Singapore. Well, this was a pointless blog. A waste of my time really.

no title for this

I'm feeling really bored at the moment so I thought that I'd make a blog of complete nothingness. I haven't really got anything to say right now, but hopefully if I just keep going on about random crap then I will be able to kill some time and come up with stuff to talk about. I don't expect that anything will link together, or be related at all for that matter, but it's not as if anyone reads this anyway. I rarely ever get any comments, so I guess that I'm just writing this because I can and I'm bored.

I'm feeling a little bit tired at the moment, although I'm hoping that my energy drink will keep me going for a little while longer. I need another boost of energy. I rely on sugar to do this for me. I only got abour 4 hours sleep last night, and not much the night before so in theory I should be feeling exhausted. I must admit that my eyes are stinging a little, but that's nothing unusual. My eyes are always stinging for some reason. I find that it's worse wherever I go out anywhere. They're fine to start with, and after about an hour or so they start burning in my eye sockets.

That reminds me, I got a letter in the post a couple of days ago from the doctors. It says that I need to book an appointment to get my booster jabs from diptheria, polio and tetnus. I'm absolutely dreading it to be honest. Most people tell me that I'm being silly about it. Perhaps I am, but I seem to have this developing fear of hospitals. They make me feel quite frightened to be honest. I could never let the doctors put needles and tubes into my veins. I'd probably have a breakdown if they ever had to do that to me. It would really upset me and I think I'd quite possibly be a little traumatized over it. They really do make me feel terrible in my head. The sense of panic that I get makes me act funny. It's not a nice feeling at all. A feeling that I'd like to stay away from.

I'm going to have to upstairs into my bedroom in a minute because no doubt my parents will want to go to bed. Dad's sleeping downstairs at the moment because his room is damp. My room is damp too, and it often causes a lot of problems for me. The mould spores get into my lungs and give me horrible chest infections. It's fine in the summer, but in winter it gets really bad. I read somewhere that mould was linked to depression. Sometimes I wonder if I suffer from depression. Maybe I'm exaggerating, but a lot of the time I don't feel very happy. Being all crazy and weird is just a way for me to mask my true feelings. I don't want to let people see me when I'm feeling depressed. I guess I do a good job because a lot of people don't even realise that I get into that state.

I'm starting to get a bit of a headache, but I'm determined to carry on blogging. If not I will end up going to bed and just laying there thinking. Being asleep is my favourite place to be, but the time before that is horrible. All I ever seem to do is think about things. I just want to turn my brain off for a little while and relax. That's exactly the reason why I'vee made sure that I'm not doing anything tomorrow. I'm just going to have a lazy day at home before school. I haven't done any of my homework, but that's not a problem really. It's only a couple of essays for Mr. Malpass. He never bothers to mark them anyway.

I'm going to hate the first Tuesday back. I have French first thing, which I enjoy, but George is getting moved down a class so I will be lonely and sad. I'll have no one to talk to at all. I've missed George quite a lot this holiday actually. More than I thought I would. Anyway, I also have PE that day, which is not going to be very fun at all. I also have to cook a fish meal last lesson. I'm going to do fish cakes and salad. I always get really stressed out when I'm cooking at school (not that I ever cook at home) and I hate having to clean up everybody elses' mess. It's not my job to do.

I'm absolutely bursting for a pee right now, but I really can't be bothered to get up of the settee. I have to brush my teeth too and get changed into my pyjamas. Thinking about it, tonight Big Fluff and my pyjamas will smell of cigarettes. Nevermind.

Oh what a surprise, I'm not allowed to take this upstairs. My dad is a fucking knobhead.

sleepover!

I slept round Emma's last night. Tilly, Rissa and Jazz went. We all spazzed about and played on Guitar Hero and Mario Dancemat etc. =D It was fun! The Mighty Boosh is a pile of shite, but it was OK! Haaaaa Harry Potter and The Cupboard of Ponies! ;-) I went up town with Jack today. Emma turned up and then went straight home because she felt ill. :-( It was pretty boring towards the end. We had absolutely nothing to do. :-( LMAO! "It is your birthday. You will celebrate, or you will be exterminated!" WTF? Hahahahahaha! I had such a fucking spaz in WHSmith today. I'm surprised I didn't get chucked out to be honest!

?___

I just need to say that fuck, ___ is an arsehole. Honestly, I knew that ___ was an arrogant dickhead, but it's starting to get ridiculous. ___'s just such a knobhead, it's unbelievable. The most annoying thing is that I keep wanting everything to go back to how it used to be. Why can't I just let it go? It's not like I need ___. They never did anything for me, ___ was never a good friend. ___ is not above everyone else, I'm not entirely sure why ___ thinks ___ is. I could go on forever about this, but I won't.

love my new coat xD kirtsy's house!

I spent £27 today! Well, £27.43 to be precise. I spent £16 on my new coat, £5 on a leopard print scarf, £6 on a black t-shirt and 43p on a bottle of water. I'm completely in love with the coat and scarf to be honest. I'm going to wear them everywhere LOL! Well, only because I have no other clothes. :-( I hope that my dad can manage to wash my jeans before tomorrow. Otherwise I will have NOTHING to wear! :-S Anyway, I had a pretty good day today. I went shopping (obviously) with Tasha and then we went round Kirsty's house! xD Her house is really nice. It's bloody massive and is full of stuff for me to play with!! LMAO! To make my day even better, Tasha's mum gave me a lift home so that I didn't have to walk. :-)

dream 2

Here's the dream that I had last night.

Yellow - This colour is a sign of confidence in yourself and your abilities but will encounter opposition.
Walking - Freedom. Movement. Ask yourself where do you want to go.
Money - Commodity. Profit or loss. Security. What do you value in yourself?
Train - Followers. String. Connections. Be aware of present changes in your life.

• Hitler
• Mum
• Enrique Iglesias
• Hairbrush

dream 1

All the stuff I dreamt about a couple of nights ago, and what it means.

Time - Irreversible. Continuity. Arrival or departure of feelings. Organizing your inner self.
Travel - Journey. Freedom. Change. Change in attitude.
Rain - Release. Feelings are pouring down on you.
Race - Speed. Rush. Missing something by being in a hurry.
Grey - Related with a transition period. If clear signifies peace but if dull signifies, fear.
Black - Black signifies isolation and transition period. It shows up conflicts and friction with relations and friends.
Reading - Learning. Information revealed. Escape from reality. Something burdens you.
Fear - Unexpressed love. Self-doubts. Courage.

I can't remember all the people in it, but I'm sure that Lewis and George were there, and my dad. There were lots of people actually, only I couldn't see their faces.

my day out in cambridge!

I've walked a hell of a long way today. I walked from my house to the train station which took about 35 minutes and then into Cambridge which took about 30 minutes and I did the same again on the way back. In total that's about 2 hours! I'm fucking knackered! I went to see Confessions of a Shopholic with Kirtsy. I'd give the film about a four out of ten to be honest, but it was still fun going to see it. My ticket cost £4.60, although I only paid £1.60 for it. This is because Kirsty paid for her ticket using an offer from Orange mobile network, and she put some money towards mine. I paid for her chicken popcorn though, so it all evened out. I couldn't resist getting a KFC on the way home. I had five crispy strips. I love the ketchup in KFC!! It's awesome! I didn't buy much, only a grey scarf for £3. Oh, and some sweets and crisps to smuggle into the cinema. ;-) I think I'm going through an apple juice fetish at the moment. Apple Tango is cool as well. It's basically carbonated apple juice! =D

spack attacks?

I'm absolutely knackered at the moment. I went up town with Jack and Emma at about 1pm and we basically just ran about being little kids again. I bought a mango and passionfruit juice from Starbucks and some chips, but that was it. I'm really full at the moment because I've just had to eat a load of pasta. I downed a huge glass of apple juice too. LMAO! When we were in Starbucks, Jack knocked this rack of things over the counter and it was fucking hilarious! I was just like "you complete 'tard!" He's worse than me!

awwwwwww!

Check out my beautiful bunny, Gerard! <3

"can we find all this in london?"

I had a great day yesterday because I met up with Tilly, Emma, Jazz and Lily. We went to the playpark and made 5 minute movies for Journey's End, Titanic and Harry Potter (the first one). Technically you're not allowed in that playpark if you're over 12 years old, but who cares. I'm only 3 and a bit years over the limit hahaaha! There were really small children in there and I think I scared them a little because I was running around and screaming like a maniac for a couple of hours. In the end, the parents decided to leave me and my crewage alone. Do you know how hard it is to act out the opening scene when you're playing all four characters?! I was Harry, Aunt Petunia, Uncle Vernon and Dudley! It was fucking hilarious! I ran around screaming "Dudley's got a letter!" What I mean to say was "Harry's got a letter". Then me and Emma (Harry and Ron) completely failed at saving Hermione from the troll. "Troll in The Dungeons! Troll in The Dungeons! Just thought you'd like to know." - Professor 'Squirrel' ;-) OMG yeah and then I we had the crappiest fight EVER with Voldemort (Jazz). We just stood there and she was all like "give me the stone boy!" I LOVE THE WONDERFUL WORLD OF HARRY POTTER! It's fucking AMAZING!

I teabagged myself yesterday too with the cherry sweets from the Pick 'N' Mix! Do I sense a slight amount of confusion? Nevermind then. :-)

I found a jacket that I love! It's from Peacocks and it's £16. I plan to buy it when I next go up town. I have to save enough money for Tilly and Kathryn's birthday presents though. I have no idea what to get either of them. I refuse to spend my money on a silly Power Ranger's toy because they SUCK!

la musique!

I'm totally in love with the song 'One' by U2. It sounds even better when it's live because you can really hear the guitar in the background. I also love 'Run' by Leona Lewis. She makes Snow Patrol's version look like shit! I think that she's a really boring person, but she can sing, so I'll give her that. Simon Cowell's certainly made his money from her. It's funny when you watch him on TV because you can almost see the "kerching" symbols in his eyes. It's like a cartoon. Simon Cowell makes me laugh because he says it how it is. What makes it even funnier is when the contestants can't take his honest opinion. I only ever watch the audition shows, and then I stop watching. X-Factor has like 20 minutes of adverts within an hour and I hate ITV1.

the 'toilet' incident

I forgot to mention what happened last night. I came downstairs for a pee at about 10pm and when I was washing my hands I had a spasm and dropped the bar of soap in the toilet! There was no one else to get it out for me so I had to do it. Yes... I stuck my hand down the toilet. It was HORRIBLE! I spent ages and ages scrubbing my hand afterwards. I have this terrible fear of toilets overflowing, which only made it worse. *cries*

happy valentine's day

I'm not that tired today considering that George decided to wake me up at midnight. He was all like "In your face bitch! You just got woken up!" I was having a really nice dream too, not that I can remember what it was hahahaha! I will get him back for it when he least expects me to. *laughs like a maniac*

Happy Valentine's Day everybody! I didn't get anything, as usual. Nevermind though, I'm pretty used to it by now. I wish me and my crewage were still going into Cambridge today. We cancelled it due to the heavy snowfall, but it's all melted now. I suppose that we still have all week to go, seeing as it is half term starting from today. Wooooooo! I'm almost finished all of my homework, so there's no need for me to worry about that either. I just hope that my dad buys me some Chicken Bites! I haven't had them for AGES! I only like the roast chicken flavour. I don't understand why anybody would want to make chicken taste like spare ribs when you can just go and buy the real thing instead. I suppose you could argue both ways really. Why buy processed chicken when you can buy the real thing? Well, the answer to that is I can't cook and I'd be too lazy to anyway. I haven't got all day to cook a chicken, and chicken breast always seems too dry in comparison to a whole chicken. I could probably eat the whole thing if I dedicated a couple of hours from my precious life. ENOUGH ABOUT CHICKEN ALREADY!

Hahahaahhaha I just remembered the swiss roll that Gemma cooked last year. It looked like the John Merrick of the cake world. I pissed myself laughing for over 20 minutes. It was quite possibly the worst looking cake that I've ever seen! Even worse than the one I made. Mine turned out like a soup (best not to ask). I think I sort of went "fuck it" at the point that the cake would not peel off the grease proof paper. That's the last time I ever let someone else grease my tray.

my many marriages and a random camel oh and snow drug driving darling and yes...

Sarah + George + Wade = Emma + Jack + (some other guy)

This is a balanced equation! 5+6+4=15 4+4+(7)=15
Emma needs to marry someone with a 7 letter name! Then it's equal between us! ;-) No more fighting over marriages!

I LOVE EMMA! I LOVE GEORGE! I LOVE WADE! Everybody is happy!

OMG it's still snowing! It hasn't snowed like this for a long time. Usually we get one crappy day of snow a year, but we've had quite a few so far! I'm getting a little bit bored of it to be honest. I miss summer! I love going up town with friends and just chillin', like that dead guy from English a couple of weeks ago! "Drug driving... you'd be off your head!" Yes, indeed you would be. If you are drugged up and driving a car then you could end up like "A. Mate" couldn't you? I really shouldn't remember all of this... but I do so nevermind.

Haaaaa Kirsty is SO cool! xD

2 dogs plus 3 cats does not equal 5 camels...

mr. wright club and noel edmunds? again...

Quote of the day: “If you put it in the water, then it will be wet!” - Mr. Wright
=D He’s so cool and he doesn’t even know it! I’ve started a Mr. Wright fan club haahahahaha! I remember the time when he tripped up in the classroom and I had a complete laughing fit. Me and Wade seemed to be the only people in the class who saw it! I had to research subatomic particles today for homework. I found one website that completely confused the fuck out of me. It was all written in some weird mathematical values. Here’s the link: http://www.krysstal.com/subatomic.html I wish I could understand it all, but it’s far too advanced for me. I might understand it one day, but I seriously doubt that will ever happen because I completely fail at maths.

My dad is watching Deal or No Deal? at the moment. Noel Edmonds is such a fucking twat. “Welcome to Deal or No Deal?” is not a question! I know that the title of the show itself is a question, but if he’s introducing the show then it’s a statement. He makes it even worse than that by saying “The show with no questions, except one: welcome to Deal or No Deal?” I can’t explain to you in words how much this irritates me. Well, I probably could, but there’s no need to wind myself up now.

me being a retard

My finger stings like a bitch because I burnt it today whilst cooking my 'jam dildo'. It actually went surprisingly well. I didn't have to do all the washing up today which was nice. Oh, for those of you that are like "what the fuck?" right now, 'jam dildo' simply means jam roly poly in my language. I just thought that it resembled the shape of a penis.

Today has been interesting... I suppose. That's if I'm going to be positive, which I am not. It was a shit day. Well, I've had worse days so I'll go with an alright day. Nothing particularly good happened. Mrs. Lacey was talking about the status of women in Tudor England. I actually did find that interesting. She lost me when she started talking about all the Kings and Queens of England though. To be honest it was more like a private conversation between her and Louis. I am extremely jealous of his intelligence. I'm also rather jealous of his confidence. He really is one of the most arrogant people that I've ever met. The only difference is that it's always in a humourous way. Not such a bad thing I guess? I find it quite entertaining hahaha!

I think I'm addicted to roast beef flavoured Monster Munch. They taste nothing like beef, but they're really nice. I've managed to get through about six packets of them in three days. I love crisps. I reckon that I'd snort them if there was no other way to get them into my system. Actually, I take that back. I remember what happened when I got sherbet up my nose once... let's put it like this: it was not a very nice experience. Don't ever inhale talcum powder either. It chokes you. I know these things! Hahahahaha talcum powder. I remember when Kathryn used to take talcum powder into school so that she could sprinkle it into her hair at lunch time. Apparently it absorbs any excess moisture. She doesn't have greasy hair anyway so it was most probably a waste of time.

"Here I have a tube of iron filings.... filings of iron!" LMFAO! Some of my teachers are awesome. "Att....ack!" Hahaahahahaha! He's such a bloody 'tard and it's amazing!

Yeah I should probably go now before I get Franny and Winstoning. =S

a little bit of random

Winston! Could you pass me the peas darling? I most certainly will not carry these shopping bags. If you don't shut up back there I'm going to turn this car right round! I'm sorry grandma, I won't we able to make it on Friday. Well, somebody has to clean the oven out. Yes, I'll have the poached salmon please. If it's not too much trouble then could you give me a lift home? School is shut on Wednesday. I'm not particularly interested in this program because I saw it last week. Think of the children! Somebody please think of the children! I've had enough of this behaviour young lady. Would you care to take up salsa dancing? "I can be your hero baby!" No, that's not quite right. Thirty-two. "Welcome to planet you. Your intestines to be precise!" This isn't weird at all, John. Be quiet okay? The children are sleeping. Vikings are your friends. Yes, I agree with you there, Barbara. Oh, look a little Mary play in the sandbox. Take these letters to the post box, dear. Golly gosh, Franny! This really is rather swollen. I'm afraid that you have AIDS. That's not my name. Whenever I eat raw chicken, I throw up! Yes. Good. Perhaps. See you on Friday. "Kiss me, Uncle!"

go to hell homework! you suck...

I've just done my geography homework. I don't usually do it because I think it is a load of crap. It was about migration and it all seemed very pointless, but seeing as I missed the last homework, I though I better do it. I'm now going to move onto task 6 of my business coursework. I should've done it in class but I was too busy messing about. After I have done that I'll have a go at my science essay. I might not do it just yet though. I think that Mr. Malpass is taking the piss to be honest. I mean, he still hasn't marked my last two essays that I did about cloning. What's the point if I'm not going to get any feedback? Science was actually alright today. Me and Lewis were laughing about golden showers, but it was kinda annoying that I had to keep quiet and try not to laugh. Actually, I was just thinking. Why have we been set an essay on something we haven't even studied yet? Once again, this is rather gay. This means that I'm going to have to faff about researching into black smokers and other stuff about evolution. It's all very frustrating. Yeah, I should probably get on and do my business homework or else Mrs. Kay will kill me.

shampoo!

I've been on MSN for approximately five hours solid now... excluding the 20 minute bath I just had. I love Lynx Africa shower gel because it smells lovely! I don't care if it's made for guys. That doesn't mean that I can't use it. I tried really hard not to get my hair wet because I can't be bothered to dry it right now. I wash it every morning without fail anyway. It's like some weird obsession now. I use L'Oreal Elvive Nutrigloss which is the one in the pink bottle. I don't have anything particlularly interesting to say so I'll go now.

you're just another brick in the wall

I still don't feel very well today. I'm not ill as such, just feeling run down and tired. It's been nice having a few days off school, but it hasn't really made a lot of difference. Even when I'm not there I still think about it. and I can never properly escape it. I hate waking up in the mornings. realising that I have get up and walk to school in the cold. I then have to sit there for six and a half hours, waiting to go home. I just remembered that mum is going into hospital tomorrow. I hope that nothing serious is wrong with her, but that possibility is always there. I presume I'll find out tomorrow afternoon anyway.

I really hate Mondays. Now I think about it, I seem to hate every day. Sometimes I think it's my friends that get me through the day, with their general stupidity and ability to make me smile. Sometimes with certain friends I find that we just sit there in silence most of the time. It's almost as if there's nothing to say between us. Maybe it's me that causes it. I don't know anymore. I don't think I even care. I want to, but something is stopping me. Don't know what that is yet.

I should've been going to cambridge today

I had a weird dream before I woke up this morning. Can't remember what it was though. I know that I woke up thinking about Gwen Stefani? I hate her voice actually. It's really screetchy and far too high-pitched. Not my sort of music anyway.

Last night was so fucking boring. There was nothing on TV at all. I was going to watch Scary Movie, but within 5 mintues I decided that it was a load of crap. It failed at being funny. Kinda like... oh yeah that's right I can't say in case they somehow manage to find my blog and read it. I still can't believe that I had to resort to watching Shrek last night. That is shameful. It was a good film when it came out, but I find it a bit boring now to be honest. I saw Shrek II a couple of times but I haven't bothered with Shrek The Third, whatever it's called.

No one is online at the moment which sucks. Well, one person is but I talked to them all last night until about 11pm. I was also talking to someone else last night and they managed to piss me off. Everyone has been saying bad stuff about him so I thought I'd talk to him to see if they were right and they are. I'm not going to waste my time listening to him insult my friends. Talking to him is pointless because I have nothing to say to him. I hate all these constant hugs too. They mean nothing. he means nothing to me. I probably shouldn't have written this, but I have now.

fuck the title

Fuck you world.
You always seem to go against me.
You make everything diffucult for me.
You hate me.
You make my life shit.
All you fuckers out there can go to hell.
I don't need you.
I don't need any of you.
Why would I want to be let down again?
Why would I want you to walk all over me again?
What is the point in doing anything?
It's not like it has any meaning whatsoever.
I'm fed up of all this crap that goes on in my life.
In fact, I'm fed up of my life.
It's the same routine.
So boring.
So pointless.
It's always the same.
Everything.

I've done loads today already hahaha!

OMG my dad bought some chocolate muffins! They are MASSIVE! xD I haven't had these for ages. It's only 10am and already I have watched Titanic and had a shower and hair wash. I woke up early so I thought that I might as well do something with my time rather than just lie there trying to get back to sleep. I hate waking up so early all the time. It sucks. Shit I just poked myself in the eye. Now it is watering and I don't want my mascara to run! Nooooooooooo! Anyway, I'm getting my hair cut today. I really don't know how to have it done. I like to get a completely new style, but I know for a fact I'll just come back with it trimmed... AGAIN! I'm just so bored with my current hairstyle. I've had it for years and I want a change. I have just over and hour to think about it.

good day wooooo!

I've had a good day today overall. Maths was a waste of time (as usual), citizenship was a waste of time (as usual), my French teacher seemed grumpy, geography was a waste of time also because everyone was messing around. They do that anyway, but more so today because we'd just found out that we were going home early due to the bad weather. By that I mean snow LOL! It was pretty bad to be honest. There wasn't really loads of it exactly, but it was very slippery. Lots of people were falling over between lessons. I had a snowball throw straight into my face, but I didn't mind. It was actually pretty funny. I have no idea who threw it, but they had a bloody good aim! I know for a fact it was a boy because of the force of the throw. (y)

Anyway, enough talking about snow and school. I went round Kathryn's after school yay! We just mucked about and we made a video of us doing random stuff. =D It was quite a good video for out first time. However, we couldn't get it to load onto YouTube or Bebo so that sucked. At least we can see it LOL! Kathryn's house is so perfect. Well, in comparison to mine. I wish I lived in a house like that.

valentine's day

It's Valentine's Day soon. For me it's just another day for me to sit there and be sad because I didn't get anything. I've got quite a few people that I want to give stuff to this year. I deffinatley have to send a few of my favourite people a rose at school. It all depends on how expensive they are. Last year I went up town with Kathryn on Valentine's Day and I did something really stupid. I wish that I hadn't to be honest. I may or may not have posted a card to someone LOL.

snow use being at school!

OMG SNOW DAY!!! xD It was amazing! A whole day off school to do whatever the hell I want to. I went up town with a few friends and mucked about in the snow, and then we all went back to Jazz's house. I had a really good day. It's great to get out sometimes and forget about everything. LOOOOL! As Jon Lajoie would say "not giving a fuck!" LMAO! That guy is a genius Well, perhaps that's a bit of an exaggeration. He is quite amusing though. =D

"rapist glasses" and "pedophile beards"

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EVcyNANK5cY
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=15S0g8pG6HU

something to do before school

I'm really, really, REALLY tired this morning. -O I watched Supersize vs. Superskinny last night, and then a program called Boys and Girls Alone. I didn't go to bed until about 11:30pm and I woke up just before 5-ish. I had a really fucking weird dream this morning. It was almost disturbing. I'm not sure why exactly, but it was. I'm looking forward to science first thing... NOT! (n) At least my business teacher isn't going to be here today. *jumps around the room*

What is it about the word 'ham' that is sooooooooooo funny? xD Hahahahahaha HAM! It's an amazing word. (y)

I'm too hot atm. I'm sitting in the corner near the radiator and I have my school jumper on and some arm warmers. I hate being too hot, which is most of the time. I love cold temperatures. Well, not freezing cold. If you're cold you can always warm up, if you're too hot you can't warm down. =( That's how I see it anyway.

OMG I was hyper last night. I kept twitching and shaking for about 3 hours solid. I must've had some sort of weird sugar rush. I don't think it was the crisps I had. Hmmm...?

omg retarded

I did a really good piece of work today in food. (y) I was researching about different types of fish. I managed to find exactly what I wanted straight away. Nothing is ever simple like that in my life! Most of the other spazzes in my class had barely done anything by the time I was finished. They were too busy messing about. I don't understand why they make gagging noises whenever they see pictures of food that they don't like. It's so childish. I might not necessarily like it either, but I don't feel the need to make silly noises.

I hate tuesdays

Tuesday is probably the worst day of the week for me. I have French, followed by science, then PE, then English and lastly cooking. I like French, but it's too early in the morning for me to function properly. I'm usually still tired in science and I can never answer any of the questions. I fucking hate PE. I then don't want to march all the way up three floors of stairs just to get to English. I won't enjoy English today because I have a feelings that we'll be finishing off from yesterday. We watched the last episode of Blackadder. It was a pile of shit and I hated every minute of it. Oh, and I have cooking after that. I hate my class. We're not actually cooking anything this week, so I should be thankful. It's a shame that it didn't snow last night. We might've had the day off school if it had.

I think I'm just tired

This morning I attempted to straighten my hair, but I failed miserably. This is mainly because my hair is already straight. I also tried to use my liquid eye-liner for the first time in ages. However, when I put the pencil over the top of it, the liquid eye-liner came off. Therefore, it was a waste of my time. Last time I tried to put liquid eye-liner on I got it all in my eye and it stung like a bitch. I need to get one of those pens. I would already have one if they weren't so expensive. I hate feeling like I've wasted my money because I know that I can't get it back. Putting it on in the first place was pretty pointless because it doesn't make me look any better. I still look like a slapped arse. I wish I was pretty and skinny like all the other girls, but I'm not.

a bath of oil!

I just had a bath and I put some Johnson's Baby Oil in the bath. Last time I ever do that. My skin feels like wax and it's all in my hair. It feels horrible! I tried to dry my hair, but nothing seemed to happen. I have a thick layer of oil in my hair. I'm just hoping that it will wash out tomorrow morning before school, if there is school! I hope not! xD

I think I'm addicted to ELO. 'Calling America' is such a catchy song! My dad has their greatest hits album and it's one of those albums that's easy to listen to in the background.

blah blah blah!

I will start off by saying that it snowed today. It didn't snow a lot, but it was still snow. I was quite dissapointed to be honest. I like to go and play in the snow, but there isn't really much point when it's just a thin layer of brown slush. Hopefully if I'm lucky it will continue to snow tonight and when I wake up tomorrow morning there will be a load of snow! I'd love the school to close for the day. That would be awesome. If school was closed tomorrow, then that would mean no PE! I really fucking hate PE. I would probably enjoy it if I were physically fit, but as it happens, I'm not. It just seems to be such a waste of my life. I used to do 2 hours a week in years 7, 8 and 9. I'm thankful that I only do 1 hour now. I don't benefit from it at all. I'd much rather do an extra lesson of French or something. In fact, anything that might be useful to me. PE is not useful to me. I don't think that we should be forced to do it.

My dad has left the door open so now it is cold in here. He's such a retard sometimes. I understand that he might feel hotter than me because he is fat, but that's no excuse to make the rest of us (meaning me) cold. *FROWNS*

For my citizenship homework I had to find a newspaper article about the environment. I thought that it was really, really, REALLY gay. Seriously, what's the point? I deal with environmental issues in science. I don't need to waste another hour a week going over it again. citizenship is another waste of my time because it's only worth half a GSCE. Pathetic. LOL! Imagine the job interview. Oh, by the way I have half a GCSE in citizenship. Like that's going to get me anywhere!

LMAO business was hilarious today! Wade wasn't in school, but me and George were drawing really dirty pictures on Paint. I didn't have any work to do because I did it at home the other day. I laughed so much that I dribbled all over the computer. HAHAHAHAHAHA! xD I swear he's been practising drawing penises in his spare time! ;)

mostly movies I guess?

Last night I watched American Pie Presents The Naked Mile. The story line was a bit dead, so I didn't really enjoy it that much. One thing that did make me laugh was the whole feud between the midgets and the taller people. LMAO! "Oompa Loompas"... Anyway, I much prefer the first two films because they have some decent actors in! I miss the proper Stifler! He's great. =] I love his stupidity.

Talking of Oompa Loompas, I remember when I used to Love Charlie and The Chocolate Factory. The newest version with Johnny Depp is OK, but I much prefered the original. I missed all the cool songs from it! You can't have a Willy Wonka film without the awesome songs can you? I wonder how many people were singing "Willy Wanker" instead LOL! I know my mum and dad were. Yep, my family are weird.

Apparently it is meant to snow today. I think that is absolute RUBBISH! It never snows properly here. Well, it snowed once last year. However, I had a broken finger so I couldn't really have a proper snowball fight. I managed to get my next door neighbours in the balls. That's my good aim for you. (y)