you're just another brick in the wall

I still don't feel very well today. I'm not ill as such, just feeling run down and tired. It's been nice having a few days off school, but it hasn't really made a lot of difference. Even when I'm not there I still think about it. and I can never properly escape it. I hate waking up in the mornings. realising that I have get up and walk to school in the cold. I then have to sit there for six and a half hours, waiting to go home. I just remembered that mum is going into hospital tomorrow. I hope that nothing serious is wrong with her, but that possibility is always there. I presume I'll find out tomorrow afternoon anyway.

I really hate Mondays. Now I think about it, I seem to hate every day. Sometimes I think it's my friends that get me through the day, with their general stupidity and ability to make me smile. Sometimes with certain friends I find that we just sit there in silence most of the time. It's almost as if there's nothing to say between us. Maybe it's me that causes it. I don't know anymore. I don't think I even care. I want to, but something is stopping me. Don't know what that is yet.

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I will start off by saying that it snowed today. It didn't snow a lot, but it was still snow. I was quite dissapointed to be honest. I like to go and play in the snow, but there isn't really much point when it's just a thin layer of brown slush. Hopefully if I'm lucky it will continue to snow tonight and when I wake up tomorrow morning there will be a load of snow! I'd love the school to close for the day. That would be awesome. If school was closed tomorrow, then that would mean no PE! I really fucking hate PE. I would probably enjoy it if I were physically fit, but as it happens, I'm not. It just seems to be such a waste of my life. I used to do 2 hours a week in years 7, 8 and 9. I'm thankful that I only do 1 hour now. I don't benefit from it at all. I'd much rather do an extra lesson of French or something. In fact, anything that might be useful to me. PE is not useful to me. I don't think that we should be forced to do it.

My dad has left the door open so now it is cold in here. He's such a retard sometimes. I understand that he might feel hotter than me because he is fat, but that's no excuse to make the rest of us (meaning me) cold. *FROWNS*

For my citizenship homework I had to find a newspaper article about the environment. I thought that it was really, really, REALLY gay. Seriously, what's the point? I deal with environmental issues in science. I don't need to waste another hour a week going over it again. citizenship is another waste of my time because it's only worth half a GSCE. Pathetic. LOL! Imagine the job interview. Oh, by the way I have half a GCSE in citizenship. Like that's going to get me anywhere!

LMAO business was hilarious today! Wade wasn't in school, but me and George were drawing really dirty pictures on Paint. I didn't have any work to do because I did it at home the other day. I laughed so much that I dribbled all over the computer. HAHAHAHAHAHA! xD I swear he's been practising drawing penises in his spare time! ;)