another chunk of my life

I have The Simpsons on at the moment, although I'm not particularly paying any attention to it. I'd much prefer to watch Family Guy or American Dad, but this will do. I wonder how much of my life I've spent watching TV? I think that there are too many days to count. TV appears to be as necessary to me as oxygen. It's quite sad really. I'd much rather be out with friends, but no one seems to want to go anywhere or do anything. I hate going out by myself. It's not because I'm frightened to, I just feel like people are watching me. I know that I'm being ridiculous, but I can't help it. When I'm in a shop, I get stared at like I'm a shop lifter. I would NEVER steal anything, but their accusing eyes make me feel guilty. I then start to actually feel like a shop lifter. Makes no sense at all. That's my life.