I'm quite annoyed. I don't like being lied to. It's not a big deal. We're not always going to agree on everything, therefore it would be better for you to go and do what you want without me. I don't need to be there to hold your hand. They're not my friends, they're yours. I don't want to hang around with people like them. They show no interest in me whatsoever and I can't understand why they'd suddenly start to. Why would I want to hang around with people who think I'm a complete freak? I just don't fit in with them. I know they're not all horrible people, but I'd much prefer to stay in my comfort zone right now. I can't be dealing with any extra hassle. It wasn't you being a twat at lunch today, it was me. Why even bother to say that? If you want to go so badly then just go. I can't be here holding you back forever. I'll just sit alone or find other people to hang out with. You keep saying that it'd be good for me to make new friends, but I'm just not interested. I don't want even more people to worm their way into my life and think that they know me. I can see myself being let down again, and I really don't want that. I'd rather not bother. Sorry.