WHAT THE FUCK? Blogger, you are a complete COCK sometimes. I spent ages writing a new blog post and then you go and delete it. It must've been you because it sure as hell wasn't me. I minimized the screen for two seconds so I could check my Facebook notifications and then all my writing was gone. I think you are a FUCKTARD. Go to hell you piece of shit.
I don't see why I should waste my entire weekend doing stupid pieces of homework that probably won't even get marked. I don't care if they send one of their pathetic homework letters to my parents. I've never had one sent home before, but I'm not particularly bothered if I build up a collection of them. I don't give a damn. They can shove their poxy letters up their arses. That school is a shit hole. 70% of the teachers are complete dickheads who haven't a clue what they're talking about anyway, so it's not a big deal.
Another thing that I'm pissed off about it the fact that you told him about what happened. What gives you the right to go round and tell everyone personal things about me? Especially him. Why would he give a damn? Tell me that. He doesn't make any effort to speak to me or do anything with me. He's never been interested in me before, so I don't see why he would be now. I don't need a fucking guardian angel. Like he'd ever look after me. He only said he would because I'm your best friend and he doesn't want to ruin his new friendship with you. If I wanted to discuss matters with him then I would've done. However, I didn't. Next time keep your mouth closed.
I've actually had a really good day, but I thought I'd get all my dormant rage out before I can't help myself. I apologize now for being mean, but that's what I think. I thought I could keep it all in and just let it go as usual, but I've found out that I can't. Shout at me all you like. I don't care. I can take it. Call me a lousy friend, a backstabber, or even an attention-seeker if you want. Whatever. People generally get on my nerves. Maybe I don't need them.
On a more positive note, I bought a bag today, some more tights and a new summer top. Costing £28.50. I also went to Tesco and bought some chicken and I had a hot dog thing whilst I was in town and I had a mango passion fruit juice from Starbucks. This cost £5.45. All together today I have spent £33.95. Not bad out of £40. ;) Me and Tilly were pissing about with fake tan and transforming ourselves in black men. However, we were disappointed because our skin went ginger. :( Tilly made like £6 from busking and I had to sit there and be her pimp. It was scary how many old men were interested in giving us money. Ah well. If not for their paedophillic interests, for the pink gaykelele she was playing. :)
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Well, I'm actually pretty sure Blogger autosaves your post as you write, so you might want to go check drafts or somewhere, because it should be there.
ReplyDeleteFacebook? Got one? You should add me, or tell me your last name so that I can add you. :)
Yeah, I usually don't do hw for classes that I know that it won't get collected.
Awh, guy problems? I'm sorry. :(
Yay! Good day!
But yeah, it's good to get out your rage.
And yeah, I go through the "I don't need people" phase a lot too. I think I've come to the general conclusion that I don't need most people, but there are some good friends that I do need. Because most people in general, they just talk shit, they say they're your friend and then they're never there when you need them, they just bullshit you through and through. And so yeah, I'm pretty over people in general. I have my close friends and that's all I need, you know?
And I don't think you're a lousy friend, or a backstabber, or anything, because friends are never always friendly. Even friends fight once in a while. And I can see that you were mad about something. It's ok to be mad.
Just don't give up on everyone. Your close friends really are there for you. They really do care. So just forget everyone else.
:)
I already checked there and it told me that I had no blog posts. It was being a retard.
ReplyDeleteI'm Sarah Ward. :) It's great because everyone seems to have it. No one uses Bebo anymore.
It used to be a guy problem, now it's a trust problem between me and my friend.
You're right I guess. I love the friends that I have and they mean everything to me. They're one of the few things that keep me going. I just hate it when things like this happen every once in a while. It's so depressing. Why can't it never happen? Sometimes I wonder whether it's just me overreacting, but I think she was wrong to tell him things without my permission. Especially since we never speak. If I wanted him to know that I had a panic attack then I would've told him myself. As it happens, I didn't tell him.
I know for a fact that I'll get "Why didn't you just say it to my face? You're a two-faced bitch." I just thought I could forget about it like I usually do. I don't see the point of creating an argument out of nothing, but this pissed me off.
Awh, I'm sorry!
ReplyDeleteI hate it when that happens. That's why I stopped using whatever I used before, because it used to happen all the time.
Yeah, tons of people have it! But not many of my friends use it actively anymore.
You should tell me your network too, 'cuz there are a ton of Sarah Wards on Facebook and I can't seem to find you.
:)
Mmmmm. Well, nothing's perfect. Even the bestest of friends will fight once in a while. Yeah, I guess she would be wrong to tell him without your permission, but sometimes it happens. You folk will work through this, and you'll just come out of your friendship stronger.
Mmmmm. See, I do that a loooot too. You've seen my posts where I just vent my frustration with certain people, or peoples, or cliques, or groups, or whatever. I tend not to tell people about it to their faces, I just rant on blogger so I can deal with them when I do see them. That doesn't make you a "two-faced bitch." Confrontations are neither easy nor fun.
And you do have the right to be mad. Just don't stay mad for too long.
It doesn't happen very often, but when it does I get really angry over it. It has to be one of the most frustrating things ever.
ReplyDeleteI typed in your name on it and it came up with something something Orange something, CA, Irvine something something. :) Lol should I add it? There was a picture of a phallic looking banana. LOL! xD My picture is black and white and I have sunglasses on. :D
I'm already over it to be honest. I've said what I wanted to and now I'm going to leave it as it is. She can choose what she wants to do next. Either accept that it was wrong of her or continue the argument and fall out. Her choice.
Ahhh, I know how you feel. :|
ReplyDeleteHAHAhahahaha. Yes, you should add it. That would be me. :)
Don't ask about the banana, it was an inside joke with a friend a while ago, and I haven't managed to find a better picture. :)
Ahhh. Well, I hope everything works out for you!
It made me laugh quite a lot actually. Reminds me of something else. ;) I added you just a minute ago anyway. :)
ReplyDeleteI hope it all works out too. It's just a long and painful wait. :|
lol Sarah! Is there any other possible insults which you forgot to call Blogger. You better watch out! The blogger police could come along and arrest your blog for disturbing the peace!
ReplyDeleteBlogger Police?? OMG you 'tard. xD Yes.... of course!! :) They can try to arrest me. I'll throw invisible things at them to confuse them and run away with my retarded leg that hurts right now. What things did I miss out? Actually... let's not do that haha! I could come up with LOADS! :D
ReplyDeletelol u cant fool the blogger police! And dont be thinking up more foul language! xD
ReplyDeleteWho ya gonna call? Blog Busters!! xD Do all the Blogger police look like members of 'Village People'? :D I HOPE SO ROFL!
ReplyDeleteLol I don't know! I'm a law abiding blogger so Ive never had the pleasure of seeing them lol hope ur feelin better anyway :)
ReplyDeleteYeah I am thanks. :) I've let all my rage out. It's all fun for now. (Y)
ReplyDeleteI've attacked them more than once mwahahaha! >:) When they were retarded in the past.
my mum saw you + tilly and was like LOLLLL
ReplyDeleteshe took pictures on her phone for me. i made her, though. she wasn't being creepy like geoffrey leonard.
ROFL your mum isn't Geoffry Leonard! Don't even say that!!! D: HAHAHA! I wasn't doing anything. I was just sitting there listening to her. (Y) I did get a bottle of water though. :)
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