I have about half an hour until my alarm goes off. Then I'm going to get up and have a shower etc. It might make me feel a bit better. Idk. Yeah, I'm not feeling well this morning. I feel sick and tired. However, I'm still gonna go out with Tom. I can't let him down again or else it'll be the third time in a row. If I feel that bad then I'll just come home again. I felt like this yesterday for a little while, but about 3 hours later I was okay again. I just hope that's the case because I'm fucking fed up of it. I just want to enjoy myself.

Now I'm in a bit of a grumpy mood. I know that I'm going to have to wake my mum up later so that she can iron my t-shirt. Why the fuck would I want to wear a creased one? What's the point of even putting it in my wardrobe? I'm not going to wear it because it makes me feel like a tramp. At least I've got some jeans to wear today, even if they are my grey ones. The only problem is shoes. I'm not gonna wear the grey ones because it will look like an all-in-one suit, so I'll wear my black ones. To my knowledge, they're covered in mud. Then again, all my shoes are covered in mud. Oh, apart from my purple Converses. I don't wear those often though because they give me blisters. *Sad face* Daddy bought those for me as a treat one day when we went to Cambridge.

I'm hoping daddy will take me shopping some time soon because I need clothes. I need new school trousers and shoes most, but also stuff to wear in my own time. If I'm lucky, he'll buy it all for me too.

I started pissing about on that igod thing the other day. If you click on it, you'll be taken to the website. I managed to get it to say that it put gold in it's vagina and that it was deep and cold LOL.