I've just been up town with my mum.
It was nice to get out of the house properly for the first time in over a week, but I don't feel any better for it tbh. I spent £50 on fuck knows what :/
I hated not being able to walk very well and I didn't like the fact that there were so many people about and they were all getting in my way.
I just went from being uncomfortable to being in pain.
Emma's mum asked if I was feeling any better when I was in Wilkinson's and I regret that I told her anything tbh because I don't want everyone knowing my business. I just want to try and carry on with my life, but it's too difficult and I can't do it. She mentioned that everyone might be going out tomorrow and I want to go, but I'm just not up to it :(
I just feel down again and there's nothing I can do about it. I just have to sit here and 'take my mind off things'.
I miss Tom.