Today was pretty pointless tbh. I wanted to join in, but couldn't because I felt so ill. I just sat there and watched everyone enjoying themselves and having fun. I don't know what's wrong with me and I'm starting to feel slightly concerned about the whole thing. I get periods of feeling sick, tired and weak. I felt like that for about 5 hours today. I felt a lot better when I left the house, but as soon as I got there, I felt like I was going to pass out. Everyone there must've thought I was really unfriendly :( I didn't mean to come across like that, but I couldn't help it. Jeremy was really nice to me though tbh. His hugs made me feel a lot better.

I left the whole gang of people after a while and went to the river with Stuart, Tom, this guy called Chris (not Tilly's Chris), Lee and some other guy who I really can't remember the name of :L
I started to enjoy myself a bit more then because it was quiet and relaxed. I even stopped feeling ill for a while :)