I've been up for a pathetic 50 minutes this morning and I'm already attempting to multi-task. this is a bit of a silly idea really because I can't even do one thing properly. I'm still half asleep and will be for another half and hour, then I should be fine. It takes me longer and longer each day to wake up properly, which a little bit worrying. I think it's far worse on school days though because I know I have to spend 6 hours at school doing things that I hate, such as cooking. There was a little bit of an 'incident' in cooking last week actually. Basically I was washing everyone elses stuff up again, as usual and then these two fucktards in my class were like "Miss! Sarah's being bullied!" Come on. What the fuck? It's not like their forcing me to do anything I don't want to do. I just go ahead and get on with it because I know they won't. Unlike them, I have a life and want to get out to lunch on time. To be honest I'm a mug for doing it in the first place and they're lazy shits for not helping. There's no bullying involved and they're imbeciles for even saying it. They'd have a hard time bullying me because I bite back... harder than they even could. the reason for this is because I am intelligent and they are not. Simple.

I'm trying to decide what I want to watch at the cinema on Thursday. I probably won't go if we leave Ely any later than 10am because I'll just be pissed off. I hate having to wait around for other people who can't put any effort into getting up. If they're so tired in the mornings then they should go to bed earlier. It wouldn't hurt to practice a normal sleep cycle for one night. It was pretty hard to look for cinema listing last night at 11pm because I had a complete breakdown. I have no idea what happened, but after a while I just fell asleep. Lewis didn't bother to text me back. It's not as if it was a late conversation because we've gone right into 3am before. Oh well. I'll just accept the fact that he doesn't care about me anymore, if he ever did. If he does care then he has a strange way of showing it. All we ever talk about is boobs and Kathryn. I don't want to discuss Kathryn because I spend most fo my time with her. I don't need to. I also have my own boobs so I don't need to talk about those either. Therefore, we have nothing to talk about. I don't know, maybe it's just me. I still don't think that he puts much effort into our friendship, which is a shame because I think he's an awesome person. I mean, it's great that him and Kathryn are getting along now, but once again, I don't get a say in anything. Ah well, I'll let him fuck of with Louis and all his other friends.

I'm in a bad mood now. People are so annoying. It's not just him, a lot of people are. They're constantly getting in my way. They almost always let me down so what's the point? I'm only interested in people who make an effort.