Wednesday, 1 April 2009

What's the point of my existence? I never do anything useful and I never help anyone. I just can't see what life actually means. If we're all here just to survive as a species then I'd rather not be here at all. Is that the best answer anyone's got? I refuse to believe that we're alive to enjoy ourselves and have the best life possible because that just can't be true. It wouldn't make any sense. I rarely enjoy myself and I have a fucking boring life. All the shit seems to happen to me and I'm fed up with it. Why can't something go right for once? What have I done that's so bad? I'm at the point now where I can say that I hate religion. God was only ever something that was created to explain all the unexplainable. Out of all the religions, Christianity has to be my least favourite. It's so fucked up. So what? If you're not a dedicated Christian then you're a bad person and you won't get accepted into heaven? Bullshit. The only reason you fucking Christians believe in God is because you're frightened of death. No one wants to go to hell, right? There are lots of good people out there who aren't Christians and it makes me so fucking angry when all these religious people try to tell me that I'm wrong or I'm a bad person because I don't believe in God. You believe in what you want to, I'm not stopping you. How could I? Just leave me alone, stop forcing your beliefs onto me, stop shoving your leaflets through my letterbox and FUCK OFF. I suppose if you have nothing left in life and nowehere to turn, you might become religious. If it makes you a better person then great, but I don't want to hear anything about it.

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  1. Yeah, religion's a load of shit, it's so hypocritical. Almost everything in the bible is contradicted by something else in the bible.

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  2. I know. It's the biggest pile of shit since the creation of the earth.

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  3. I beg to differ.
    A lot of people make it so fucking retarded, but it isn't SUPPOSED to be that way.
    First of all, there IS no point to life, there is NO point to ANYTHING anyone does, unless there is a God.
    Scientists have stated that they do not believe the human body is supposed to die.
    Could this be because the human race is fucked up---but our souls---what, do they go out like candles? Do we disappear?
    Do you see yourself losing consciousness forver when you die? Or do you see yourself continuing to exist after having left your body?
    If I didn't think I'd exist forever, I'd probably have comitted suicide long ago...
    I think this is too hard to argue in a comment. Haha.

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  4. The human body has to die. Only the fittest survive. We aren't designed to live forever because we have to evolve so that we can be better adapted to our environment.

    Is there any evidence to suggest that our souls actually exist? I think that when people die they do lose all conciousness. They just begin to decompose and that's the end. It'd probably just be like being asleep, only always being asleep never to see the world again. The most annoying thing about this is that we'll never find out. Maybe you're right, maybe I am. We will never know.

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  5. Don't listen to religion. It's bad.

    Don't give up on life, don't let religion dictate you either.

    You are totally right. I fucking hate people who begin to push their beliefs on you! it gets fucking annoying. Its not just Christians anymore. Some Atheists are just as annoying!

    Don't give up. It's your life to live. You'll have expectations, just wait. Right now, you're like...15? Just have fun, go psycho, be immature with your friends. Its okay. You'll get there. Trust me.

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  6. Yeah, I am 15. 16 this November. :) I think I'm going to start being a retard again. It was fun. So what if I like Hagrid? And this has nothing to do with poached salmon so I think I have gone insane. I've always been a psycho...

    Atheists can be just as bad as Christians and other crappy relgions. I'm an atheist and I'm seriously annoying. (ask my friends)

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  7. I don't think religion is bad, par se, I just don't like when it dictates to you how to live your life. I'm perfectly happy with my religion and the way I practice it.

    I agree, don't give up on life. Who knows what it has in store for you. I know that feeling, though, like "What did I do to deserve this?"
    Stay strong. You'll make it. I believe in you, remember?
    And by the way, you've helped me. Just by reading my blog and commenting, and by caring, you help.

    Listen to "Smile" by Nat King Cole. The song that I posted. Great song, if you just keep listening it'll help get you through this.

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  8. You're not trying to force me into believing your religion though. I'm fine with that. Sometimes religion helps people through things or to become better people. I'm fed up of all this pointless conflict between them and I just want them to leave me alone. I make it perfectly clear that I don't believe in any God, so why can't they just accept that? I didn't know that you were religious...? :)

    It's nice to know that I helped someone at least a little bit. Helping people makes me feel more happier with myself. I'm sure if there's any logic in that, but that's how I feel. Being believed in is nice too. Not many people do to be honest.

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  9. I'm not strongly religious, but I do pray every day if I can, and I do go to the temple once in a while. It's nice to just go sit at the temple sometimes, it's very relaxing.
    :)

    That's good to hear.
    You should feel good about yourself.
    :)

    Oh, and kinda random, but can you give me your email? Because I'm fucking tired of fucking "Anonymous"'s comments on my blog and so I'm making it private. If you give me your email, I can invite you read, because it really means a lot to me.
    Thanks! :)

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